suddenly wake up with some slight nose bleed. i wonder why. dig nose dig too much? bwahahaha...

built a sims hse, the BEST i ever made so far. japanese style. will be posting up the picture later. now i'm still at wilfred's house..... oh darn. juz remembered something. yesterday forgot to call home. XD

pimples r clearing away already finally... i wonder why i suffered the outbreak in the first place. Mr Lin haven't call me yet. wonder when i start work though.... haiz. since sip date not extended or affected they can drag as long as they want haha i happy onli...

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am at wilfred's house now.
spent one hour at home clearing up rubbish. all the unwanted bks...notes...pprs.... found in a stack my mum arranged. "Poly related txtbks n stuff" according to mum, is all there. so she wants me to help her clear up the unwanted rubbish. man i filled up 4 big plastic bag full of things to chuck. did it all alone since mum's out of the hse already. next she'll move on to chucking unwanted clothes of mine. mebbe dad too. o_O! jk...

mum wants me n wilfred to go back on sunday o_O!!! [[Danger Alert of Daddy in da hse]] to help shift the closet. wah piang.
free labour. bwahahaha...
see can escape anot. tell her 'wilfred cannot do streneous excercise' c can escape anot... i feel sian hahaha muz play more now since gonna start work in some stupid retail outlet soon. anyway it's in one of the guidelines given to wilfred in a piece of ppr that wil cant do streneous activities n sports. bleah.

sano will be comin over soon though. AYE! hehehehe he gettin his man u jersey siaaaaaa! budden later he hav to go back hm to go jogging with honggy. excercising freaks hahaha me lazy bummer am juz lazing around adding fats to my 'account'.

yesterday asked nicholas to mms back a picture to me hehehehe it's bigger in this new phone but the colour abit guai guai one... *kills phone* well...according to wil it's one of the earlier batch of colour phones..... so wad can u expect. no like all the nokia big phone or samsung phone where the resolution damn chio one.

drats.
i forgot to ask if my toothbrush is at wilfred's house.

very tired.
gonna head to bed soon.
accompanied wilfred to NUH this morn at abt 11+ in the morning.
i woke up at 9 and was walking around raffles place area with mum.
wil bought two pairs of sunglasses at heeren.
cos his eye still adjusting and can't be exposed to direct sunlight.
the camera for the new phone.....haiz. colour resolution sux but nvm. got betta den nothing.
now i'm suffering frm gastric pain which sux. i'm gonna raid thro my fridge later.
tml gonna stay over at wilfred's hse till about sunday.
so pls dun call my hse. anithing u wanna contact me, call my hp(s).
bought also a new hairclip, new hp pouch and new scrungie.
$8.80.
fuck my gastric is being irritating.
*grabs food*
aha! chai tao guay.
haiz
damn bored
duno why
keep feeling as if i missed out something to do.
hmmmmm.......

new hp. same model. diff colour. better quality. with CAMERA! WOOHOO!

went to school todae. dennis was late and got scolded.
we both were posted to the same company. "Great Winter World". A Retail Outlet. damn.
which means
....inflexible working schedule
....long hours of standing
....long working hours
....less time with wilfred
....boredom

SHIT LAH.. wil juz had his 21 day mc and tot can spend lotsa time with him end up lidat. worse i heard our time is like 11:30 to 9:30. siao timing can!?
nvm.....we'll work something out....

ravin n marc was cleaning mouse in sch. no job for them.

wilfred finished his op todae and now is pirate. banaged one eye. then for many hours i was left alone with his mum havin lunch and walkin around while wil was in the operating theatre. stressful sia...

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HORRIBLE NEWS. I GOT TERMINATED RETRENCHED.
HAHAHAHA..........mad right. go work happily then suddenly 10am lidat ask go in rm for meeting then talk alot of bull crap, beatin ard the bush so much i hav no idea wad they trying to tell us.... i mean like on normal days Mr. Zakir already talking very mumblish...then now like ask him talk so much even more mumblish then finally Mr. Nambi came in and said another whole lots of i am sorry stuff and i love you guys stuff and Ravin ask them to be more specific abt our situation now and finally, we're retrenched. all four of us. yep! no joke! but i kept calm lah so no big deal. my mind was already working itself off to thinking abt plan B. how to get a new company soon. company names started filling up my mind and i was thinking abt my aunt's office and shaikha's office cos like i wanna work with ppl i noe so more relaxed but called up LO and he told us sch already found companies for me n dennis so like, we hired again. LOLZ. mad day. we were released from work at about 12pm then Mr. Nambi gave us a cert of experience and a letter for our LO(s) and then like we haven't got our PAY!?!? cos they say nid to delay. our LO(s) called them up lots and finally, they say they'll pay us sometime mid of next mth and there's nothing we can do abt it but wait. apparently the company is relocating to a smaller office area and.....dats' basically the whole story. me n my frens waited outside bk till like abt 3 nearing 4PM before confirming things wif our LO and leave for home. sad man...... i'll miss them.

gotta go sch tml to mit up with my LO to see which company i'm posted to next. heck man. i'm meeting wilfred after that. his op is tml. wonder how he'll react to my news hahahahaha..... i havta go dwn to photostep some documents too. haizhaiz. mad day.

MY COMP KENA THE STUPID MIMAIL VIRUS AND THE STUPID SOBIG VIRUS WAS TRYING TO ATTACK ME! suay right? hahahaha luckily i have......IMAN! hahaha.. *hugs her lots* she so kind enough to come dwn to my hse to help me fix the compy after i told her abt it in the afternoon. clicked lotsa buttons I have no idea off hahaa but nevertheless she deleted the virus files and fixed muh comp!~!!! and downloaded this free anti-virus program for me and yest i downloaded a firewall n stuff.. lotsa protection for the comp!!!

I made about 50 calls today actually hehehehe

slack!

for the stupid sobig it attacked my hotmail account and was like sending me TONS of emails with the suggested titles of sobig emails. then i previously had some mails frm the mimail one lah. think i accidentally opened one of them before haiz. then i had a modem connection error. all was fixed though hehehe.

Some stuff to read about. (MUST READ)
ARTICLE on piracy
W32.Sobig.F@mm
W32.Welchia.Worm
W32.Mimail.A@mm

two more days till wilfred's operation and loooooooooooong MC.

Friday's Stuff
Went to work today and called up 30 companies. after that all the way slack haahahhaa cos at one pt the internet connection was down and wad's better was that Mr. Ponni was not in the office so all of us slack and Mr. Nambi was chatting with us about stuff not related to work. we went for lunch in bk this afternoon and i met karen.

i wore slippers, jeans and spag top + jacket to work today hahahaha since it's casual friday, i can't be bothered to wear heels. met up with wenchuan, amy, vincent (bdae boi) and elaine at orchard after work. we wanted to eat over at sakae sushi (me wanted too!) but cos elaine came late so end up the buffet time was over so we went to swensens and eat instead. my wallet burnt one big hole already. i ordered club square (sandwich) to eat. we bought an ice cream cake for vincent and it tasted quite gd. we ate only half the cake cos we're too full so we brought the other half over to bk far east to put in the fridge. andrew was on shift that day. he kinda dun recall totally who i am since he was only temporarily a mgr of bk suntec for awhile. he looked at me and asked who i am cos i looked familiar. hahaha mad guy. shuhui didn't manage to meet up with us after work. she went drinking with friends. me, wenchuan, vincent and amy went to lido to catch a movie. we watched the medallion and it was nice to watch and damn hilarious!!! hahaha u guys shld go watch it and dun forget to watch the NG parts after the movie ends.

can't wait to see wilfred tomorrow!!! and buy my hanger! hahaha

Wish List

Things I wanna get / do in the near future
� TV Set
� Hi-Fi Set
� Small Stylish Lamp
� Bar with hooks for clothes hanging
� Mattress
� Discman
� New Office Wear
� Rebond Hair
� Shed some fats

Things that�s most probably gonna take sometime to achieve
� My first trip to Japan with Wilfred
� PDA
� New Printer
� Digi Camera
� New Handphone


SoNgS PlaYiNg:
1. Zhang Shao Han - Journey.mp3
2. Santana feat. Alex Band (The Calling) - Why Don't You & I.mp3
3. Michelle Branch - Are You Happy Now.mp3
4. Lee Hom - Last Night.mp3

all are recommended songs. hehe

called up 73 companies today. damn tired.
tml will be meeting up with vincent they all at orchard mrt at 6:45pm. will be going over to sakae sushi to eat. too bad meimei not coming alone means me alone with the guys. can't be spared from their evil mouth liao. jia lat. -__-"

work has been tiring after making calls to 82 companies.....
some people are juz plain fuckin rude. fancy them hanging up on me when i was talking halfway.

anyway, i left my hp in the office after work and was already on the bus before i realised it. damn. had to take a bus back to office to retrieve my hp.

wenchuan smsed me to confirm with me that vincent and victor (twins) are gonna celebrate their birthday this friday. gotta meet up with them after work but the location have yet to be decided. hate the idea of walking around in my heels.... maybe i wear jeans on friday.

i'm glad ns instilled the discipline into wilfred. now he've changed so much in character. more mature, tame, settled and can think more pragmatically. although it may appear as if he's not as cheery as before but i guess i rather have him with his character now. at least i feel much more security. physically he changed too. much bigger in size hahaha.. can't hug properly already. but that's an advantage i guess hahaha at least when fight i can hide behind him. lalala...

saw this book in my rm. chinese bk titled "flaws could be merits too". there's this line on the front cover of the book. any negative situation can be conquered. to succeed or fail depends on our own perception.

on the back of the book there is this paragraph, future is forever full of unpredicatable changes, your shortcomings might be your very merit. negative character traits could also become your positive character traits and success or failure depends on oneself's moment of awakening/enlightenment. do something everyday which you think is unbearable or difficult. dare to make the step, and even the initial step was a mistake, if you persevere, it will eventually become the right step.

might read the book in the bus or something.
right now i'm gonna go catch some sleep.
gotta wake up early.
everyday sleep so early. jia lat.

LIFE IS HORRIGIBLE!!!!!!!! BOSS GAVE 800 OVER COMPANIES TO CALL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah piang wan me to die of overtalking issit???

me n wil met up after work after he went NUH to check out when he having operations. he's having operation next wednesday and after the op is done he don't nid to get warded. but got MC. we met up and went to centrepoint to check out courts and harvey norman for tv sets. all quite expensive so we went on over to best dankee in takashimaya and saw this 20 inch tv selling for $229!!!!! basket! wanted to buy but then end up sold out! farkin hell.... then there's this 14" tv selling for $190!!!! sold out too!!! so we end up getting a sharp tv 14" for $209. nice design. silver and with two speakers by the side. colour quality nice also. hehehehehe then we take taxi go back. BASKET the stupid driver drove us to commonwealth end up paying $8+ taxi fare!!!!! @#%$%

we set up the tv and was happily sitting on his bed watching tv wahahhaa... shiok sia make me gian get tv also. o_O!!!!!!!

*burps* I'M SHO BORED!

guess wad? last night sano stayed over wahahaha so he slept in wil's rm too! hahaha but he got abit cold lah cos the aircon was on so i threw him a towel hahaa.. n lotsa pillows. then...........................woke up n had breakfast at the nasi lemak stall hehehe the ikan bilis nice!! nxt time i buy again hee then we went back n use the cot who else would do that? Alex im not trying to say that i don't believe you but i'm confused. I've had enough of this. I don't want a part in this anymore. Emily and Alex, go out, have a great time, call me when it's safe to come out, because all of this drama is making me sicker and sicker by the moment. aking me sicker and sicker by the moment. �������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������

guess wad? last night sano stayed over wahahaha so he slept in wil's rm too! hahaha but he got abit cold lah cos the aircon was on so i threw him a towel hahaa.. n lotsa pillows. then...........................woke up n had breakfast at the nasi lemak stall hehehe the ikan bilis nice!! nxt time i buy again hee then we went back n use the comp awhile before sano left for home. then me n wil slack ard at hm for awhile.. used comp n stuff and then head to IKEA to walk ard! lotsa new furnitures all nice nice.... i am kinda interested in this bar + hooks. can use to hang clothes. mebbe sometime this week i go back n buy it. ^__^ now IKEA got annual sale!! muz go faster hee.. then wil went bk makan his dinner and after we're done we walked over to alexander to check out the second hand tv sets (he wanna buy). then walk back again and into anchor pt to check out best see wad tv they got end up the shop no more O_O hurhur. so bo bian loh... hahah walk back hm. (pass by this buliding saying novena furniture mall in anchor pt basement) wah piang! hahaha.. anyway then we went hm n all and since i iron all the clothes liao whole day quite senang hahaha no nid pack bag n iron clothes. then we two had our own time n slack around til abt 6+ where i cooked maggi for my own dinner. he started changing at 7pm and we left soon lah. I MISS WILFRED ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.... can't wait to hear his voice tml hee

Are you easily stressed?

*eye brow twitches*

am at wilfred's house now... sano n wil is outside watching man u vs bolton haha.... i finished ironing two sets of wil's uniform and the t-shirts and folded all of them and the undies n all... feel like hsewife in training sia hahaha... tml can slack liao since i finished everything. nice smell comin frm the kitchen... most prob his mum cookin... mum's sick... hope she went see doc liao.. (juz now haven't go cos she say my dad want to watch tv)

i had a look thro the japanese test ppr and boi! it's freakin tough. lisa changed class to sunday morning. guess i'm all alone again. this sux but who cares haha.. hav been 'alone' for four years anyway. i had dinner in bugis junction. the beef noodle was nice. me n wilfred watched 'league of extraordinary gentlemen'.... nice movie! u guys shld go check it out. the filming style is........strange but cool hahaha i like the woman! i forgot her name.... doctor something. she's a vampire and name is mina or something. last time she acted in la femme nikita. very stylo! i luved her. hahaha

ok i'm tired liao haha eyes blurry. i'll go rest. cya

cpu dieded in the office. so mean no internet and no computer to use. hope the guy bring my info frm the old hard disk over to the new cpu if not i'll cry man.. all my info saved inside... juz now the activity i went with sano n jere they all... i feel abit kana cheated hahaha cos at first tot supposed to b magic show end up onli show two tricks plus sing some songs (gd ones) and then the rest of the thing is talkin abt christianity. wah piang eh. then me n sano there seh ah... i lie on sano's shoulder and went to sleep hahahahaha bored like mad. then sano also sian half lol can see he is uncomfy. jia lat. then after the show we two went dwn to lau pa sat n eat dinner. i din realise there the whole road kana blocked sial juz to put table n chairs to eat. wah so big shot sia...

todae also 'kana cheated' was pretty enjoyable.. some after work activity is gd. and moreover sano is a comfy fella to hang out with so it's kinda fun havin dinner n chattin at lau pa sat. i ordered mee hun kueh to eat.

just found out that the new rm is so small n cramp i probably can afford to fit one shelf in only. mum say since it's so cramp then let's juz leave out the shifting of the shelves. collect dust. i was thinking that since it's so cramp n i prolly cant fit a closet in either, (sad case) i'll juz add a bar and some hooks for hanging clothes and a small drawer cabinet for underwears haha.. or can get those foldable closet made of cloth hahaha.. see how... no rush. mebbe when it's planned i'll draw out a plan n post it up on my blog for u guys to comment on. then u can gimme ideas how to deco my rm. i simple lah rm for me to slp n relax onli haha

this morn woke up and had a strange combination for breakfast. roti prata..and apples. loads of apples chopped up. green n red. mum's nut already. then she started a mess in the kitchen, rearranging the position of stuff. plates n wadever and worse. noe wad she ask me to do? shift the fridge. (it's huge) i'm superman in the family so bo bian me n her dwn there shift the stupid fridge. so kanchiong it will topple over cos it's on a platform n we gotta shift it dwn and move it over to another side near the washing machine. then after we're done with the fridge, we shift a table over to where the platform was. ~_~

i'm gonna go for this..magic show or wadever activity organised by TOUCH. actually when my LO came he already gav me invitation card but on the same nite YK called and say Terry invited them and ask me go along. at first i dun intend to do till they called up and so anyway i'm free so i decided to join jeremy, yk n mike. i asked a couple of other ppl along.. shai, sano n iman. but onli sano say he comin. shai is kinda caught up and stressed out abt her SIP so i guess she cant join us and iman's attending a meet the parent session in her sch (NUS) so can't come either... haiz haiz. *hp rings sms tone* ARGH.. stupid sano ask me whether got bring the towel shai hav for him. yest dun tell me!!! now at office.. *grumbles* juz now etoiles smsed me and told me abt a dance a..somewhere. haha.. too bad cant go cos got the suntec thingy to go...

most prob getting that rm of mine already... w/o me askin mum intends to have a tv and hi-fi set inside wahahha.. and my two comic bk shelves.. n a bed. then i'll juz bring all muh stuff in lah with the dolls i hav and plus decorative items of my own... will be locking the door most of the time so that no one can enter. dad is v kaypoh sometimes. my auntie also. mum say she'll sure bug her to open the door to go in see. no privacy meh!? wad sia!? wadever. i go buy the board 'no trespassing' or wadever hahaha put outside the door.

Vice-dean of Engineering Faculty of NUS murdered

wah today at work busy the whole day sia!!!!! hahahaha first do questionnaire and it's finaaaaaaally finalised! and then i typed a letter to send to UOB Bank. wah spent so many hours on it.... hahahaha formatting and all lah then print envelope.. then i called back the bank to reconfirm the mailing address in case mail salah... then did alot of amendments......BUT finally also finish HEHEHE wah busy until end of work sia.. gd gd then time past faster. then i let mr ponni (corrected by mr. nambi "OPPS") to read thro the content of the letter then he say very gd. wah piang!!! u noe how hard to get a 'gd' out of him? our survey alone let him ask us change at least got 6 times liao..... piang. ok den my LO (liasion officer) came to office todae. basically teacher in charge of me in sch lah. then he also in-charge of dennis but today dennis MC. severe headache. wadever ya? then talked to nambi awhile.... then ask me go in n talk. then he say nambi said positive stuff abt me and wad he see of me so far is quite gd and positive cos my attitude v positive also. in fact this week i pass quite well lah frankly speaking. enjoyed work more than before. then my LO read my log bk.... n saw the comments mr. nambi wrote abt me.... he seemed impressed. then he asked me abt dennis which i refused to comment abt. i said it's not for me to judge so he say i diplomatic. hur. nuts. anyway... wad else.... er... yah lah dats abt it... bz the whole day.... then chatted with chloe (mari) on msn for quite awhile also... oh yes. u guys noe abt the virus? W32.Blaster.Worm? if not better go read up in symantec website. it attacks mainly window XP and er...windows 2000. Linux, Macintosh, OS/2, UNIX, Windows 95, Windows 98, Windows Me, Windows NT all these not affected. ppl who kana this worm is to go dl a patch to fix it. so XP users pls juz go dl the patch first lah incase. cos if u kena right, once u on comp onli there'll be this one minute timer come out then ur comp gets shut dwn. damn fucked up one... my house had power failure earlier on.. damn funny. then my dad called up someone frm the hdb thingy and the guy came down to help. quite a candid and responsible indian man. youngish. then he's bewildered over how come will power failure cos one of the plug thingy spoil then he called up the technician. while waiting, he was chatting with me n mum and explaining us abt reasons for power failure. quite a responsible man lah dad was lookin at the technician. he was like pull up the switch and power came and say like ok then attempt to shut back the cover. then the young guy scold him wah scold until like duno wad say in the middle of the nut when my family slp the power fail how blah blah then my dad seem impressed hahaha say he gd guy... yah lah anyway now power back liao.. was discussing with mum about the tv wilfred wanted to buy then discussed abt making the utility rm mine... she bought a new hsephone todae.... smallish sleek cordless phone. neat.

8AM � Sigh... guess i have to start putting my wish list on hold again. Measly $255 for my pay last month collected only on the 5th of this month... at least thought can save up but now can forget about it already... Mum borrowed or rather, will be borrowing (when i get home) $200 from me to pay bills. Stupid upgrading works in the house needed adult supervision so for 3 days muh folks haven�t been working. No work equals no pay. Nvm... say she�ll return me $100 every week.. slowly return... There goes my discman...

9AM � Boss started up this �Express Communicator� for us to so call interact in office w/o using msn... most probably bugged. As if we�re gonna go use it n let them monitor us. Wait long long till the cows come hm man!

I�m startin to like the idea of having a rm of my own but then again, THAT rm location of mine is not very desirable.. juz above rubbish dump and small and.. hm.. hahaha we�ll see how lah. Lazy to unplug the comp and shift everything inside...

2:05PM � back from lunch. Guilty after eating a full meal hahahaha... seems like the questionnaire for the warranty cards is finalized.

�Finally�

After like.. so many times of rejection. Haha sian sia.. wilfred called up twice in the afternoon.. he�s not in NUH takin some x-rays and test on his eyes. Stupid kid play soccer kana ram in the eye few weeks ago. Have had blurry vision eversince. Hope he�s fine lah.. he trying to get MC. Haha stupid boi... hope he does though wahahaha

5:26PM � wah piang body aching like mad.. feel pukish... sobz... i made so many phone calls todae sia.. all the company then ask them do survey damn sian hahahaha... mama called n say she bought tom yam soup base frm roxy sq..! go hm got steamboat eat liao!!

10:15PM - piang! juz now eat until DAMN FULL. so bloated can't walk hahahaha.... shiok sia hey guys parkway that steamboat shift to roxy sq liao.. and wilfred is on MC!!!!!! doc frm NUH say he hav cataract or something... something in his left eye so he gotta go for operation!!!! *grab face* it's a small op but still i'm worried lah.. hm... throat pain... *rub rub* oh and wil's comp kana virus. seem like quite alot of ppl gettin it.... esp XP users.. there's this one minute timer appearing and then ur comp gets shut dwn and u can't use internet.

Today was a gd day. not only did i clear my doubts at work and have better directions now, I had a gd chat with wil on the phone, time passed rather quickly at work so all was well. am in a good mood. only thing worrying on my mind is wilfred's eye. he injure it not long ago...silly boy.

today when i go hm, i went to the coffeeshop dwnstairs to look for my dad and sat there with him for awhile. bought a comic bk! then we went n buy some can soup and mum was home already. we had dinner and then when i went to the utility rm to look (new rm) the electric sockets r in already. got phone line n cable tv line. not bad. mum thinking abt makin there my rm. O_O argh.... like...dwnstairs juz rubbish dump! mosquito all sure flock up! better install aircon! hahahaha but if REALLY become my rm (i doubt lah) sure can hog phone whole day, happily go toilet (juz outside the rm) and go out cook maggi (outside rm also) hahahahaha somemore get my own tv put in the rm wah! power!

wilfred say miss me on the phone. hehehe cute.

back frm sending wil back to camp and everything.
actually... i've been back for quite long already lah..
cos wil book in at 8PM. (normally 9PM)
stupid idiot. duno why suddenly make earlier...
maha get to book in at 10:30PM!!!! (firefighter)

today i cried. depression. haiz. but nvm... talked to wil abt it and i think i finally got over it lah.. i'm so melodramatic sometimes... my mood comes n go faster than i can handle... yesterday went to mohd sultan, dbl O. yvonne's bdae celebration but then jere n shai didn't come. so me n wil went. along with some of yvonne's fren lah but didn't quite mix with them haha duno them so i juz enjoy myself with wilfred. dbl O admission guy age i think was abt 25 hahahaha wil onli 19. somemore that ben dan forget to bring his id. then gabra when the woman ask him he how old or wadever... end up we got in. hahahaha lucky sia duno why also. music there was ok onli lah but since i was with wilfred, i allowed myself to drink alot. got myself real drunk.. can't walk straight and everything.. yvonne was drunk after havin two tequilla hahah wil had two too... tipsy but not too bad. i needed more help hahaha since i seldom drink, my tolerance for alcohol quite low. before we went into dbl o me n wil was actually at UE Sq. was supposed to meet yvonne there but then end up some changes so we two had to walk to the pub ourselves but anyway, no prob abt that. we two walked past this apartment.... those kinda rich ppl live one? wah lau got butler and lobby one leh! apartment... mad treatment hahaha fuckin rich ppl... after pubbin for the night i was damn damn damn the drunk. can't walk straight. we went home and before that we go caltex buy some instant noodles back hm to cook. eat already immediately fall aslp. sometime in the morning about 6AM or so i start waking up and making trips to the toilet to vomit. shit man.. getting hang over.... puke like siao. recovered only sometimes in the afternoon.. then did the usual in the afternoon, iron clothes, hang out n stuff. i did sink into depression.... haha but like i said, i recovered. i miss wilfred alot now... i love being with him... i feel less stressed. i can talk to him about anything and everything. friday he already booked out so we finally went to jurong pt to walk ard and ate at the KFC there. ^^ hmmmm yah dat's abt it. I MISSS MY DEAAAR... and oh yeah i added two more new journal links todae. my friends. ^^

sean suddenly come n ask me which sec sch i frm haha n say my classmates looks nice. wad sial. mad kid.

blogger is so unpredictable sometimes.
stupid thing alwaiz have some cock up in some way or another.
*humph*

niwae....todae was a BORING day at work.
had a meeting with POONI (muh boss) and had to redo the survey
then still muz go dwn to banks to find out stuff abt them...
then make phone calls.....
SIAN AHHHHHHH

stupid birby until now haven't call me yet. *humph*
dun care. not thinking abt work todae! GONNA WATCH TV ALL DAE!!!!
hahahaha....

nvm lah... wind come I BLOCK. sky drop I BLOCK. muahahahaha..... *stand on top of mountain*

the moment i heard nid to make connection and contact banks i immediately mass message all my contacts hahahah the amt of msging i had todae i think i overblew my free smsing quota. hahaha.... stress balls.

muz wait for wilfred to call mweeeeeee..... *whine alot*

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hm.... that's pretty true. my worst inner demon has always been anger.

well.... one day at work. quite alot of catching up to do. basically things are going well and i'm sorta back on track. got my pay and it's only a miserable 255+ (didn't complete one month cos we started on 14th)

hmmmmm went to china square (duno where) with the colleagues to makan. my boss ask me to go sue the doctors hahahahaha for the wrong prescriptions.
basically for the whole of today i spent quite alot of time with ravin doing up the survey lah... other than that...... hm right now i'm waiting for wilfred's second call..... in the bus he called and i was watching this programme abt food. BLACK PEPPER CRABS! wah lau so gian... but wilfred say cannot eat! *pouts* will make my throat lagi swollen.. hehehe when i picked up his call he suddenly ask me how come my voice so high-pitched. say i sound feminie hahahaha
that's funny shit.

anyway, he's gonna book out on friday!!!!!!!! (YAY TO NDP)
lalalalalala!!!!!!
and saturday i'm heading dwn to mohd sultan for yvonne's bdae. cool.

suddenly i feel as if i'm a little girl.
for the time being i don't care if i'm working anymore.
been away from work for one week......
lost the feeling of working...

for the past few days being sick,
once i feel unwell,
the first thing i do is take medicine and go hide in my bed under the blanket and sleep
hoping to sleep all the fears and the pain away....
sleep..
i find solace in that.
when i sleep,
i don't shake
i don't feel my sickness...
i juz let time pass...

hey guys, sorry if i haven't been blogging much nowadays......
i guess i can say that i'm finally back on the road to recovery.
i mean it.
which means, that for the past few days, i havent.
sound serious huh?
yeah it is.
let me share with you the cock the doctors did, that made me sick for the past ONE WEEK.
basically i've been to THREE doctors already.
right now i'm sweating lotsa, my vision is blur and i have swollen throat which i am seriously praying very hard that it will heal soon if not i dun dare to think wad else i gotta do. i've already taken mc 3 times. friday monday and tuesday.

tuesday morning i woke up with a funny nose and felt bad during the night. had flu and my dad blasted his air con so i think that seriously didn't help much.

wednesday morning went to work but realised i am not feeling very fantastic so i took half day off and went to wilfred's house. no one at home anyway so i might as well go somewhere where someone can take care of me (wilfred's havin holiday for one week). i was given panadol cos i had slight fever.

thursday morning i went back to work. didn't feel gd. so i decided to go to wilfred's hse after work and saw a doctor frm a clinic nearby his hse. diagnosed with fever of temperature 38.9 degrees, like i said i tot the thermometer spoil but nvm, charged me $25 and gave me antibiotics, cough syrup and fever pills.

friday morning i went to stay over at wilfred'se hse, ate the pills and everything as normal and even went out to watch movie in the evening but things didn't go well.

saturday morning i went to school. i had to go school frm 9 - 1 and then 3 - 4 i was supposed to go for my japanese language test. i end up didnt manage to go for both because when i reach school i started trembling very very badly. so bad i can't even hold my drinks and nearly puked when jeremy bought me some sandwiches (or it may b bcos i hated tuna) anyway, i took panadol, freaked mr leng out and then i rested in the sick bay with jeremy by my side. i called wilfred lotsa time. yk came into to visit me too. soon when i feel that i'm more fit to move around, i had jeremy send me back to queenstown in cab. wilfred took me home and rest. i was still shaking alittle. i took medicine and went back to sleep.

sunday morning things didn't go well and i am still shaking. near evening i finally decided to go back to the doctor. this time i went to the same clinic but diff doc attended to me. saw how badly my hands were shaking and heartbeat was too fast, diagnosed that it could be because of thyroid gland problem cos my throat area was alittle swollen. nevertheless he gave me another set of antibiotics and some other pill to control my shake. i waited outside the clinic for my food to come but it took about 45 minutes and wilfred got pissed and rushed the vendor loads of times. i can see that he's worried but there's therething he could do about it. i forgot when terry came. whether it's sat or sun but he shaved botak and it was hilarious. he looked stupid but anyway, he was very slow at his choosing of his soccer boots in queensway and i needed to eat my medicine badly (end up he nvr buy) so he got wilfred's patience run try and wil turned nasty and scolded him. fierce LOL i felt real bad so i asked wilfred to send me home. he sent me till eunos.

i reached home and dad ignored me (angry lah) i also can't be bothered. i went straight to slp.

monday morning drowsy. tot i woke up feeling fine but i'm still having the shakes. my strategy for the day was to sleep, wake up eat and then eat medicine then sleep. the whole day i've been doing that. things DIDNT get better. i was as lethargic as ever. mum say something wrong. i'm supposed to feel energetic if i'm fine. so we decided to make my THIRD trip to a recommended doctor of hers in parkway. a sikh doctor that opens up at 9pm but before 9 we reach oredi and i'm 2nd in queue. i was feeling chirpy and chatty.... yakking alot with my folks while eating. before that i was on the phone with wilfred and he was pretty worried. didn't wan to put down the phone when i had to talk to the nurse abt my health history. (cos mum don't know english) well hee i felt as if he cared alot. nowadays he more 'macho' bwahahaha.... anyway after awhile soon i was my turn to get in to check up. doctor was cute fat indian man. called me princess and gave me sweets. i felt like a little girl hahahaha anyway i told him on a day by day basis what i had, what i felt etc, he made me call back the previous clinic to find out what medicine was prescribed to me. guess what? you wouldn't believe this. the first doctor gave me the antibiotics which had side effects on me causing my trembles!!!!!!! damn~!! then, the second doctor gave me a bunch of antibiotics which was too strong or rather according to the sikh doc, "the worse kind" and made me nauseaus. then, the pills that were supposed to make me stop shaking will cause my childhool asmtha to come back so i had to stop taking it. all in all i know have 3 medication in my list that has to be shown to all doctors. i can't take them.

tuesday i'm feeling much better. sweat alot, more energetic, vision still got problem, throat swelling still but seem to be less. hopefully things gets better only. i'm not shaking anymore which is definitely a good sign. so, folks, hope to be back and alive in the chatting world soon!!! GAMBARIMASU! i'll conquer this shit man. ain't gonna let illness pin me dwn. pui.

havent been blogging much lately...
quite ill i must say.. since tuesday till now it's already about 5 days i've been sick.
day one i had flu, day two i had slight fever... was feeling very drowsy so i took half day off from work. thurs i came back to work and tahan until 5:30PM and went to find wilfred. i was starting to have fever alot but it comes and go, then comes back again. went to see a doc dwn the street near wilfred's hse. was given mc so i din go work on friday. seem to be recovering so today, this morning, everything was fine except the coughing.... but lil did i know what will happen next. went to school and stepped into the classrm. my hands starts trembling very badly. i went out to find my lecturer and he was pretty worried cos i show him my hand and shaikha held my hand. both can see that i'm shaking very badly. so mr leng brought me up to the sick bay and told me to rest there. jeremy came to visit. he stayed with me all the while till awhile later, YK came too. i rested on the bed awhile and mr leng previously gave me two panadols. after lying down awhile i felt better... hand shook less now... previously i couldn't even hold my cup... no strength. now am back home in wil's hse... tok my medicine (this morn never take) and i felt better. sano said it is normal to shake a lil when fever. i was supposed to have class and a meeting with my LO but i was too sick. jeremy had to send me back to queenstown by taxi. (claim money frm school muahaha) anyway , jeremy is a gd fren. at least he came up to find me and even accompanied me back home.

hope i get well soon. being sick sux.


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went to see doctor yesterday.
temperature was 38.9 degrees. (i suspect thermometer spoil)
i was given mc and grounded frm going out on weekends haha
will be staying over at wilfred's house for the next 3 days till sunday.
if u guys wanna contact me for anything pls get me through my hp and DUN CALL MY HSE.
i've been sick since tuesday haha doctor scold me y never go see doc earlier... i think i'm becoming morning person already. like wilfred. HAHA both the ultimate night owls become morning ppl is damn strange. now both of us are up at about 8 plus in the morning... hahaha

i was doing my log bk to show mr lin tml.... shit man... tml got japanese test. haven't even study. go there is to flunk my ppr.... bwahaha...

am abit drowsy now cos of the medicine i took. power sia.... normally i hardly feel tired when i take medication that say it will cause drowsiness... now is like...
my brain stuck or something haha

yesterday Mr. Nambi (my boss) treated us (the interns) curry puff and drinks haha we went out to the coffeeshops. talked about alot of stuff and also about my boss contracting polio when he was only 1 yrs old which resulted in him having one leg paralysed.